Serena and I were discussing gangbangs, because of a little project in which I’m engaged about which you won’t read. (I’m never going to participate in a gangbang – they don’t turn me on. But who knows – one day I might organize one for the right lucky girl.)
Serena – who initially told me she’s bad at texting, but seems to have upped her texting game since I called her on that bogus claim – told me that she would love to participate in a gangbang. This is the kind of thing I could, with some trepidation, get behind: organizing a gangbang for someone. I think it would be hard for me, what with my rampant jealousy and all. But being the organizer of such a thing would put me in a sufficiently confident position of power and primacy over the other men that I think I might be able to bear it. And maybe even enjoy aspects of it, in the right circumstances. Hint: turnabout is fair play.
A couple of days after this conversation, Serena sent me two links – one, to an Instagram post by the pornstar Kazumi, talking about a gangbang she filmed for feminist porn producer Erika Lust; and the second, to the trailer for the film.
I replied: “Interesting. That turns you on? It’s funny. It’s so far from my sexuality! But. Flip the sexes? And I’m down!”
“Jajajja yes it turns me on,” Serena wrote. (That’s “hahaha” in Spanish.) Then, she pressed “like” on the text, which causes me on my Android to receive “Le encanto ‘But. Flip the sexes? And I’m down!'” And then, “Send me a video or movie with the sexes flipped, if you have one that you like.”
Well. I don’t exactly “have one that I like,” but I went searching. Porn, in general, is so busy being what other people want that it’s very unusual that I find an entire clip or film that I like. This situation is no exception. I know there’s there used to be a web site called “OnlyBlowjob” that featuresd, well, only blowjobs, so I started there. Because every other porn film in the world ends in fucking. Or passes through fucking. And in my dream encounter, fucking isn’t on the menu.
I found these two films, each of which lacks lots in the aesthetic, but captures at least some of what I like: multiple women clothed sucking a cock and only sucking a cock. I don’t love the quality or the feel of either film, but the scenarios are pretty fucking hot to me.
This scene, starting where the link points, and for the next minute or so, is pretty fucking hot to me.
Who knows? Maybe I’ll get Serena her fantasy! And maybe she’ll get me mine!
