I’ve been wondering….
I have a lot of Gmail accounts. I’m not, honestly, sure how many. In general, I have two personae on[…]
Read moreMonth: November 2013
Thanksgiving in the U.S.
Happy Thanksgiving, Americans, and anyone who likes, you know, to be thankful. I like to, and today, I am. For[…]
Read moreUpdate on E
Her ambivalence is rampant. Mine, vanquished. Most crudely, I collected her willingness, her compliance, her orgasms, even if only for[…]
Read moreI like a woman who needs my cock
That is all.
Read morePaean – impossibility
Twice today I found myself in the company of raw, debilitating (for me) beauty. In each case, the woman with[…]
Read moreCollecting on ambivalence; sharing intimacy
I wrote about how I should run from E, whose ambivalence, I felt sure, spelled ruination for me (and for[…]
Read moreTwo flavors of shame
1. Cross your legs. That’s not very ladylike. Your cunt is shameful. Your sex is shameful. You are inherently shameful.[…]
Read moreCultural differences
We sat around a table – six or eight professionals, all upper-middle-class white people, all working in the same professional[…]
Read moreLet be be finale of seem
The Emperor of Ice Cream Call the roller of big cigars, The muscular one, and bid him whip In kitchen[…]
Read moreThoughts on what feels good (getting vs. having #3,245)
Over the last couple of years, I’ve had two connections – with L and with V – that have been[…]
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