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Prelude to a long forgotten post about maxie
Read moreMaxie and I had an arrangement that was to end in a blowjob. Then she ghosted – and I’m less hurt than baffled.
In tune with my body: embodiment and wearable data
Read moreI wear a fitbit, but it doesn’t tell me anything I don’t already know – except when it’s wrong.
Mania or feeling alive: new relationship energy
Read moreI’m surfing new relationship energy again, and the disappointments are half the thrill.
Impotent power redux: conjuring fantasies for others
Read moreGangbangs don’t turn me on. But I’ve been conjuring one for Margot, and I want a very particular seat at it.
Vitality, deadness, and sexual viability
Read moreMostly I feel dead, and both my knees need replacing — then Margot, Jade, and an email from P out of the blue.
Gifting rules (dayum)
Read moreAnything I buy for you belongs to me as long as we know each other. I can see you in what I get you when I want, and I’d prefer you not wear them with other men while we’re involved.
Job description for a submissive assistant role
Read moreA job description for a submissive assistant role, outlining responsibilities, qualifications, compensation. and the application process.
Aging sucks: a body inventory
Read moreAging sucks, but it beats the alternative.
