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The scene at the bar, two young blondes, a sixty-something man, a fifty-something man, a forty-something man, and me
Read moreTwo young blondes at the bar, three older men circling, and me — telling myself I’m not one of them.
Too late
Read moreI should have gone there first. By the time the bar called my name, it was too late.
My fear of ai
Read moreEveryone I know is scared of AI, and I probably use it more than all of them. Here’s what actually frightens me.
I asked about your masturbation
Read moreI asked, you answered, and I didn’t love the answer. I’m a toddler: if you’re masturbating, I want you thinking about me.
Infinitude, porn
Read moreA terabyte of porn on my disk, thousands of women, and I’d still rather be hunting than looking.
Porn, or, infinity
Read moreI want infinite porn, and I mean infinite – and I think the moving on is the whole point.
Fear, sadness
Read moreI’m getting two new knees in my 50s, and I’m terrified.
Cunts (philip roth)
Read more“Every girl he sees turns out (hold your hats) to be carrying around between her legs—a real cunt. Amazing! Astonishing! Still can’t get over the fantastic idea that when you are looking at a girl, you are looking at somebody…
