Navigating Sadness and Beauty in Midlife
I grapple with pervasive sadness about aging, beauty, and desire.
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Exploring Met Art and Its Related Sites
More porn thoughts: MetArtX, SexArt and the portrayal of masturbation and sex. More thoughts to follow. Soon.
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MetArt and the porn I like
My porn tastes, and what they do and don’t say about me.
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Italian brainrot
I promise not to overwhelm you with slop. I will, though, try to use AI to help me write better, more creatively, with better reference to what I’ve written previously. If I can figure this shit out…. it should be more better.
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Dominance, dubmission, and new dating dynamics
After years of D/s relationships, my presumptuous and demanding habits are causing missteps as I start dating older, more experienced women.
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Searching for the ideal amanuensis
I want/need a sub/slave/assistant to help manage the increasing volume of my work and writing. And, my cock.
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Evolving Fantasies and the Safety of Guidance
Another woman guides my hands. I’m safe, and relieved from decision-making.
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Growing up
For years, my dating life was defined by dominance and submission. Now, I’m experimenting with dating women who aren’t arriving with that expectation—this has not been my world, really, ever. I’ve already had a couple of missteps. With these grown-ass women? I’ve been presumptuous, demanding, and narcissistic.
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AI and my dreams
Dreams, dreams, dreams…. They tell a lot about me. But nothing I (you?) don’t already know.
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Cunt dreams
Just what is it I’m scared of? Same old same old…. Shame. Abandonment. Loss.
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