Navigating Sadness and Beauty in Midlife
I grapple with pervasive sadness about aging, beauty, and desire.
Read moreI grapple with pervasive sadness about aging, beauty, and desire.
Read moreMore porn thoughts: MetArtX, SexArt and the portrayal of masturbation and sex. More thoughts to follow. Soon.
Read moreMy porn tastes, and what they do and don’t say about me.
Read moreI promise not to overwhelm you with slop. I will, though, try to use AI to help me write better, more creatively, with better reference to what I’ve written previously. If I can figure this shit out…. it should be more better.
Read moreAfter years of D/s relationships, my presumptuous and demanding habits are causing missteps as I start dating older, more experienced women.
Read moreI want/need a sub/slave/assistant to help manage the increasing volume of my work and writing. And, my cock.
Read moreAnother woman guides my hands. I’m safe, and relieved from decision-making.
Read moreFor years, my dating life was defined by dominance and submission. Now, I’m experimenting with dating women who aren’t arriving with that expectation—this has not been my world, really, ever. I’ve already had a couple of missteps. With these grown-ass women? I’ve been presumptuous, demanding, and narcissistic.
Read moreDreams, dreams, dreams…. They tell a lot about me. But nothing I (you?) don’t already know.
Read moreJust what is it I’m scared of? Same old same old…. Shame. Abandonment. Loss.
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