September 2019

A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.

Early masturbation fantasies.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.

How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)

Another among the forbidden fruits for which I currently yearn.

I used to be a Zaddy. Back before that was a thing. I long to return….

I’ve always said I don’t like being called Daddy by anyone whose father I’m not. But could that change?

Paying for sex, and the Delta lounge.

Wisdom often comes from unexpected places.