Fantasy upon fantasy
Turning my core fantasy around in my mind, and imagining maximalist versions.
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Category: Memory or fantasy?
Is there a difference?
Sapphic soiree? Core fantasy?
Planning a sapphic soiree, with me….
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Polina intrudes on my core fantasy
Will Polina consent to providing live entertainment at my fantasy? My sources say “yes”!
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Fantasizing in public
I have a super-hot fantasy that I can’t tell you about!
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Remembering Serena
Remembering Serena’s broken promises and (my) magic wand.
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Bittersweet Sadness About Serena
Bittersweet sadness
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Serena’s fade-out
My affair with Serena is flickering out, and the pain has been overwhelming. I’ve kept my thoughts hidden, too raw and vulnerable. Now, I’m torn between rage and terror, emotions that clash with my rational understanding.
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A party? A sex party?
What I want, I cannot have. But damn, I can come close. Planning a party. A sex party…..
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You know what’s hot?
Sixty-nine with Serena. That’s what.
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Lateness, abandonment, and my psychosis (a journal entry)
Serena is late, and disappoints me just a bit. Turns out, I manage it fine.
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