Marina – My Dissolute Life

On giving up hope

Remembering my mother.

People often think I’m arrogant. I think they’re wrong.

My mother left me, and I can’t stop remembering it.

Relationships lead to loss. Jealousy is how I remind myself of that certainty.

Marina offered me more than she could deliver. And I tried to take it. All.

A glimpse into my tastes for personal porn production among my distant buddies.

Impermanence is the one constant. And Marina has reminded me of this.

The tide comes in, the tide goes out….

A few thoughts on porn, how it affects me, how it affects my sex life.

I’m learning how to take care of myself when Marina leaves, and when she returns. Her presence is delicious; her absence can be torture.