Fidelity, honesty, commitment
Read moreFidelity, honesty, and commitment among the unfaithful.
Masochism
Read moreA glimpse, maybe, into how, and why, I do things that produce nothing but suffering.
The pussy whisperer
Read moreI want to be the pussy whisperer.
Elizabeth gilbert, sociopath
Read moreElizabeth Gilbert’s seduction confession reads as triumph; mine reads as a road that never ends.
Fantasies about my fantasy
Read moreI line you all up against a hotel wall and let my imagination do what it does best.
Discomfort
Read moreThe ethics of openness, secrecy, and desire — and the icky feeling when someone else gets what you can’t have, precisely because they’re willing to be dishonest about it.
L is back
Read moreThe woman who inspired this blog is having an affair again — just not with me, and not the honest kind.
Thoughts on what feels good (getting vs. having #3,245)
Read moreThe getting feels better than the having — and that realization explains more about me than I’m entirely comfortable with.
Weak women
Read moreI’m drawn to strong women who grant me submission, not to women whose submission I can take from them.
My quest for rejection, my discomfort with acceptance
Read moreI’m unnervingly talented at engineering the rejection I claim to fear most.