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‘Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

I’m loving ChatGPT….

Thinking about fucking. And anger. Mostly, anger.

Charlotte’s gonna get fucked. And I feel safe.

I get confused about which is which.

Google’s a shitty dictionary. I Googled “define jealousy” (And a note: I’ve been experimenting with Neeva, an alternative to Google[…]

Charlotte wants to come. She forgets that she – in the current configuration – comes for ME.

Like a moth, I fly toward, rather than away from, a whole host of flames: the flame of jealousy, the[…]

Charlotte had her second threesome.

Every silver lining has a cloud. After a truly spectacular day… the very end wasn’t truly spectacular. I fucked up.[…]