Jealousy – My Dissolute Life

A few random thoughts on anger

Thinking about fucking. And anger. Mostly, anger.

Charlotte’s gonna get fucked. And I feel safe.

I get confused about which is which.

Google’s a shitty dictionary. I Googled “define jealousy” (And a note: I’ve been experimenting with Neeva, an alternative to Google[…]

Charlotte wants to come. She forgets that she – in the current configuration – comes for ME.

Like a moth, I fly toward, rather than away from, a whole host of flames: the flame of jealousy, the[…]

Charlotte had her second threesome.

Every silver lining has a cloud. After a truly spectacular day… the very end wasn’t truly spectacular. I fucked up.[…]

Fumbling our way forward, Charlotte and I….

Coming apart, just a little, afterwards….