Jealousy – My Dissolute Life

Charlotte is good to me

Charlotte wants to come. She forgets that she – in the current configuration – comes for ME.

Like a moth, I fly toward, rather than away from, a whole host of flames: the flame of jealousy, the[…]

Charlotte had her second threesome.

Every silver lining has a cloud. After a truly spectacular day… the very end wasn’t truly spectacular. I fucked up.[…]

Fumbling our way forward, Charlotte and I….

Coming apart, just a little, afterwards….

Making myself comfortable in the face of loss and abandonment.

Sometimes, I hold back when I write. Or, I don’t write, out of holding back.

I wrote this a while ago, and somehow never posted it. Charlotte had some questions for me, after reading about Anal Ava.

Listening to Charlotte’s pleasure.