I’m sensitive
I torture myself.
Read moreMonth: May 2020
Object permanence and fear of annihilation
Infantile wounds leave me vulnerable to the annihilating terror of ceasing to exist.
Read moreSeparation
My mother abandoned me….
Read morePondering punishment
When Marina behaves badly, I want to hurt her. Well, not hurt her. But I want her to suffer. And I don’t want to suffer. And, I want her to stop behaving badly. Marina – for all her virtues – consistently behaves badly, in one particular way.
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I owned Marina’s cunt for 48 hours (part 1)
An inauspicious start to my owning Marina’s cunt for 48 hours.
Read moreSex and sadness and happiness
For me, sex is best tinged with a bit of sadness. Sadness provides an edge.
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You offered me an hour of your time, today
Marina has given me 48 hours in which I own her cunt. And there are all sorts of fun aspects of this. Among those aspects? I have an hour of her time to budget today. These are my instructions to her.
Read moreA hero for our times?
Andrew Cuomo is a venal, nasty piece of shit. Don’t be fooled. But enjoy this funny ode to him, nonetheless….
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