Several people have observed that this blog (like many others) is confusing when it comes to trying to discern my story. To make that a bit easier, think of this as a “Table of Contents” of the basic autobiographical tale I’ve told on here about my “Origin Myth” – the story that predates the dissolution that is, mostly, the subject of this blog:
Where I am today and how I understand my past
My Origin Myth, Part 1: A very basic introduction
My Origin Myth, Part 2: A somewhat more detailed introduction, that begins to give some context
My Origin Myth, an alternate version: A very abbreviated telling of my whole story from the beginning to now
How I Got Here
Down the Rabbit Hole: How I developed a compulsive habit involving lap dances
My First Happy Ending: Pretty much what it sounds like…
Too Much of a Good Thing: My appetite for “happy ending” massages grew. And grew. And grew.
The Stories I Told Myself, The Lies I Believed: An interlude in the story – not so much about the things I did as what was going on inside my deluded head
Blowjob in a Dark Room: My first paid blowjob – not exactly a compelling experience
My Second First Paid Blowjob: This one really got me started
Blowjobs Blowjobs Blowjobs: And I was off to the races
The Beginning of the End: The first time I paid a woman to fuck me (and, when I realized I really had a problem)