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  Thin flat sandals are sexy (and i’m no foot fetishist)

  September 20, 2025 · 1 min read

  I like flat sandals.

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• Ghosts

  September 19, 2025 · 2 min read

  I hate being ghosted. It shakes my sense of connection, judgment, and even cosmology.

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  Musing
  Abandonment ghosting Ghosts Maxie Milica

• Free speech

  September 18, 2025 · 1 min read

  I’m scared

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  Musing
  Donald Trump Fascism Politics
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  The cost of taking care

  September 18, 2025 · 4 min read

  Despite transforming my relationship to food and fitness over decades, maintaining my body now feels like an exhausting and resented obsession.

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  Anger My body Weight
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  Charlie kirk, and things i believe

  September 17, 2025 · 2 min read

  A catalog of loathsome humans, some thoughts on political violence, and the things that scare me most right now.

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• Trump’s note to epstein

  September 11, 2025 · 1 min read

  The focus should be on why Trump sent a note to Epstein and the meaning of ‘enigmas’ in it, rather than its authenticity.

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  Jeffrey Epstein Rape Trump
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  Saya’s power and our shared fantasies

  September 5, 2025 · 2 min read

  Saya enjoys wielding her power over straight men, and we explored a fantasy in which two men physically fight for her affection.

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  Fantasy or plan?
  Power Saya Violence
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  The evolution of my fantasies

  August 29, 2025 · 4 min read

  I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.

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  Musing
  Fantasy Fear Memory Memory or fantasy?