Fear

Everyone I know is scared of AI, and I probably use it more than all of them. Here’s what actually frightens me.

I’m getting two new knees in my 50s, and I’m terrified.

I’m trying to give myself permission to fantasize about off-limits women. It’s HARD!

I’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.

A rough morning.

I find that if I mine my interactions with, and feelings about, various women in my life, I can learn a lot of interesting stuff. Mostly around my fear and uncertainty in dating.

A realization about my writing.

Damn I’m scared

I’m scared!

Thinking about fucking. And anger. Mostly, anger.