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Questions i anticipate(d, years ago, but never got, because i got a slew of different ones)
Read moreI was wrong about the questions my kid would ask
Anticipation
Read moreFound poem in “The Ethical Slut”: many good ways to stay safe. Hold structure fairly.
Custody of the eyes
Read moreRethinking an old concept
Ghosting, repetition, and my pattern with women
Read moreI experience connections as deep and real, but they end not in intentional closure but in disappearance. This is my compulsive repetition of courting and failing to avoid abandonment.
A direct desire letter to sydney
Read moreA candid message to Sydney, distinguishing between my general desire for cunnilingus and my specific desire for her, while framing it carefully to avoid unwelcome intrusion.
Sydney
Read moreIs delightful. Delicious. And lovely.
Sex work and childhood inauthenticity
Read moreWhen Margot bites her lip for me, I can’t tell what’s real – and I’ve been asking that question since I was a kid.
The internet has changed and so has this blog
Read moreNobody’s reading this anymore – or if they are, it’s through a chatbot. I miss the traffic spikes more than I want to admit.
