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Ghosting, repetition, and my pattern with women
Read moreI experience connections as deep and real, but they end not in intentional closure but in disappearance. This is my compulsive repetition of courting and failing to avoid abandonment.
A direct desire letter to sydney
Read moreA candid message to Sydney, distinguishing between my general desire for cunnilingus and my specific desire for her, while framing it carefully to avoid unwelcome intrusion.
Sydney
Read moreIs delightful. Delicious. And lovely.
Sex work and childhood inauthenticity
Read moreWhen Margot bites her lip for me, I can’t tell what’s real – and I’ve been asking that question since I was a kid.
The internet has changed and so has this blog
Read moreNobody’s reading this anymore – or if they are, it’s through a chatbot. I miss the traffic spikes more than I want to admit.
Dating tina: chemistry, submission, and running away
Read moreTina has a voice like catnip and everything else going for her – but I asked her to wear something green, and she said she was busy.
Dear democrats: stop the text message harassment
Read moreI have voted Democratic my whole life and given generously — and now I get fifteen begging texts a day. Stop it.
Isabella: desire, loss, and overlapping worlds
Read moreI’m writing about Isabella, one of two women who taught me the most about my sexuality. She showed me my cock could be an object of desire, while the Secretary taught me my desire itself could be desired. I miss them both — not just for sex, but for the intimacy we shared.
