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• Celeste

  April 25, 2026 · 3 min read

  Celeste has a GREAT ass.

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  Every behavior has a reason: examining pornographic habits

  April 25, 2026 · 2 min read

  Every behavior, sexual or otherwise, contains valuable information. Lately my pornographic habits are raising disturbing new questions I’ve been avoiding — ones I plan to explore in a future post.

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  Musing
  AI Porn

• Paean

  April 24, 2026 · 1 min read

  A PAWG? Not quite. But almost….

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  The unwritten history of misery

  April 23, 2026 · 1 min read

  Remembering my suffering.

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  Musing
  Shame
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  Missing v: a bittersweet reflection on lost contact

  April 22, 2026 · 3 min read

  I’ve known V since 2011. We aren’t in touch, and I haz a sad.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Dating Loss V
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  Trump era politics dampening libido and desire

  April 20, 2026 · 2 min read

  Trump has dampened my libido. What I initially attributed to aging, I now recognize as a response to the horror of the current political moment: it’s hard to summon desire in the middle of a national catastrophe.

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  Deadness Trump
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  Welcome to my personal blog chatbot

  April 17, 2026 · 3 min read

  I built a custom chatbot. Ask it anything about my life, relationships, or insights. Just know: your conversation isn’t private, the corporate and environmental ethics are messy, and usage is throttled.

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  Ask n – a new chatbot….

  April 14, 2026 · 1 min read

  Ask N anything!

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