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• Boundaries

  June 15, 2020 · 4 min read

  Marina finally sets a boundary, and I’m relieved.

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  Addiction Boundaries Deadness In her mind Marina Terror Validation

• Inspiration

  June 15, 2020 · 1 min read

  Inspiration can be challenging.

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  Musing
  Insomnia Marina

• Clarity

  June 14, 2020 · 6 min read

  Attempt to protect me from myself, #3,498.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Boundaries Instructions Marina Suck my cock Tasks Under-promise over-deliver

• Who’s brutal?

  June 14, 2020 · 4 min read

  Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Loss Marina Masochism My mother Sadism Separation

• Generosity and compliance

  June 13, 2020 · 1 min read

  Can you give me more than I ask for?

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  Musing
  Dominance Generosity Good girl

• How do i know i exist?

  June 12, 2020 · 1 min read

  I sometimes forget that I am alive. Or rather, not so much alive as “extant.”

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  Musing
  Deadness

• Gratitude and resolutions

  June 11, 2020 · 1 min read

  Sometimes I’m hot. Sometimes I’m not.

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  Marina Resolutions

• Attachment styles

  June 11, 2020 · 3 min read

  In which I propose an alternate conceptualization of the wildly popular notion of “attachment styles.”

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  Musing
  Anxiety Attachment Fear Insecurity Love My father