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  Meditation on marina

  August 22, 2020 · 2 min read

  Marina offered me more than she could deliver. And I tried to take it. All.

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  Musing
  Boundaries Marina
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  Damn this is a good song

  August 21, 2020 · 1 min read

  The Blind Boys of Alabama sing “Amazing Grace,” and it’s fucking amazing.

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  Criticism
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  Why do you submit to me?

  August 20, 2020 · 2 min read

  Why you submit to me, what motivates your submission, drives my pleasure.

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  Musing
  Compliance Fear Submission
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  Elust #133

  August 20, 2020 · 1 min read

  A monthly compendium of smut from around the web.

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  Don’t think of a pink elephant

  August 19, 2020 · 1 min read

  It’s hard not to think of my cock in your mouth, isn’t it?

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Instructions
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  Dominance, submission, and safety

  August 18, 2020 · 1 min read

  I use dominance and submission to achieve an elusive sense of safety.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Deadness Desire Dominance Fear Loss
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  Drama

  August 17, 2020 · 1 min read

  I have a tropism toward drama.

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  Musing
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  Just an omnipotent, narcissistic fantasy

  August 16, 2020 · 1 min read

  I imagine myself at the center of everyone’s decision-making. This makes me vitally important. And profoundly vulnerable.

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  Narcissism Rejection