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• Helter skelter

  June 9, 2020 · 3 min read

  Rollercoasters and relationships.

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  Musing
  Anticipation Fear Loneliness Masochism

• Paean

  June 8, 2020 · 1 min read

  An unbidden selfie….

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Paean

• Sleepless sundays

  June 8, 2020 · 4 min read

  Sometimes I struggle to sleep….

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  Musing
  Insomnia

• Privilege, shame, and brutality

  June 6, 2020 · 3 min read

  I can breathe.

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  Musing
  Narcissism Politics

• Strength and safety, dominance and terror

  June 3, 2020 · 1 min read

  The addictive elixir of submission.

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  Musing
  Dominance Fear Safety Submission Terror
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  Edges: where the action happens

  June 1, 2020 · 2 min read

  Why clothing is sexier than nudity; why lace is hotter than cotton; why fishnets appeal….

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  Musing
  Bratty subs Compliance Desire Dominance Lingerie Marina Nudity Safety Submission

• I’m sensitive

  May 31, 2020 · 3 min read

  I torture myself.

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  Musing
  Dominance Masochism Safety Submission

• Object permanence and fear of annihilation

  May 30, 2020 · 1 min read

  Infantile wounds leave me vulnerable to the annihilating terror of ceasing to exist.

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  Musing
  Dominance Object permanence Safety Submission Terror