I’ve been waiting. For a long time. (Im)patiently. I’m done waiting. I hope that leads to good things. But in any event, I am not waiting any longer.

Like any technology, porn can be used for good or for ill.

Oddly enough, I don’t write this for you, really.

A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.

A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.

Early masturbation fantasies.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.

How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)

Another among the forbidden fruits for which I currently yearn.