An epiphany of sorts
Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.
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Anticipation, frustration
Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.
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Meditation on (some of) my pornographic tastes
How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)
Read moreThe temptress
Another among the forbidden fruits for which I currently yearn.
Read moreOn being old
I used to be a Zaddy. Back before that was a thing. I long to return….
Read moreHungry ghosts, powerlessness, and the Delta Sky Club
Paying for sex, and the Delta lounge.
Read moreMy relationship to pain
I’m interested in pain, but don’t particularly enjoy it.
Read moreShoes communicate much
A gentle paean
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