A sense of aliveness
I feel alive.
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Tag: Deadness
Directing my own porn
I would make a great porn director, don’t you think?
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COVID, or, feeling alive, or, irony
I’m not immune to COVID.
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Epiphanies
Aha! Or, duh!
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Implosion and explosion
Meditating helps. The addict’s mind in the face of pain and loss….
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How do you know you’re alive?
I contend with an omnipresent sense of deadness.
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Recording my stretching sessions
I want you. Forever.
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Trust, mania, fitness, and porn
I love working out with hot women. And I long to keep the evidence I have done so. But I won’t.
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Meet Alexandra
A new plaything?
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