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  Trust, mania, fitness, and porn

  January 16, 2021 · 8 min read

  I love working out with hot women. And I long to keep the evidence I have done so. But I won’t.

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• Alexandra in person

  January 13, 2021 · 2 min read

  Alexandra and I meet. I will not get to lick her pussy. She will not get to suck my cock.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Alexandra Disappointment
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  Shame

  January 12, 2021 · 1 min read

  Shame is such an uncomfortable sensation.

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  Meet alexandra

  January 11, 2021 · 3 min read

  A new plaything?

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Alexandra Anticipation Deadness Pam
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  Getting in shape (or, “mania”)

  January 10, 2021 · 5 min read

  In which I unleash my manic desire for women in service of my physical fitness.

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  My first tears of 2021

  January 6, 2021 · 1 min read

  An old friend sent me a video, and I cried.

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• Writer’s block, or, “happy new year!”

  January 4, 2021 · 2 min read

  In 2021, I aspire to write more.

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• She dips her toe in my water

  December 23, 2020 · 1 min read

  A delicious visit from a very promising, very brief, part of my past. Here’s hoping she sticks around….

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  Memory or fantasy?