Movie #1: Joker
Go see Joker. (And click through to read why.)
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What I’m thinking
I’ve been waiting. For a long time. (Im)patiently. I’m done waiting. I hope that leads to good things. But in any event, I am not waiting any longer.
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Like any technology, porn can be used for good or for ill.
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Oddly enough, I don’t write this for you, really.
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Thinking about my upbringing
A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.
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Krishna Das
A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.
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My CMF, over time (unfinished draft from long ago)
Early masturbation fantasies.
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An epiphany of sorts
Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.
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Anticipation, frustration
Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.
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Meditation on (some of) my pornographic tastes
How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)
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