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  On being stood up

  December 1, 2021 · 4 min read

  In which I’m stood up by a woman I’ve yet to meet.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Fear Rejection Sarah
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  Suffering abandonment

  November 30, 2021 · 2 min read

  Charlotte’s leaving me – at least for an evening. And, good girl that she is, she’s taking care of me in her absence. But it’s NOT easy.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Audio Charlotte Instructions Orgasm
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  Sharing submission

  November 30, 2021 · 3 min read

  Making myself comfortable in the face of loss and abandonment.

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  Abandonment Audio Charlotte Dominance Jealousy Loss Orgasm Submission
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  A night on the town with charlotte (part 2)

  November 29, 2021 · 3 min read

  Charlotte and I left our hotel room to go to a strip club. And then, we headed back to our hotel room….

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Charlotte Cocksucking Erotica Spanking Strip clubs
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  On jealousy and writing (a fragment)

  November 28, 2021 · 5 min read

  Sometimes, I hold back when I write. Or, I don’t write, out of holding back.

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  Musing
  Anger Charlotte Fear Jealousy Vulnerability Writing
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  A night on the town with charlotte (part 1)

  November 27, 2021 · 9 min read

  In which Charlotte and I had yet another over-the-top fun evening.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Audio Charlotte Cocksucking Compliance Dating Erotica Instructions Oral sex Orgasm Suck my cock

• Cock worship, or, charlotte

  November 24, 2021 · 4 min read

  Charlotte follows instructions, and sucks my cock like a pro.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Charlotte Cocksucking Good girl Instructions
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  Postscript on cocksucking

  November 11, 2021 · 3 min read

  A necessary clarification.

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  Memory or fantasy? Post