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• The road back to me

  January 23, 2022 · 2 min read

  The road back to me runs through Charlotte.

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  Charlotte Instructions

• Can i make it up to you eventually – outtake

  January 22, 2022 · 3 min read

  Shelby screws me over. And wants to make it up to me. Maybe.

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  Power

• Absence makes the heart grow… ?

  January 21, 2022 · 1 min read

  It’s definitely not fonder.

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  Implosion and explosion

  January 20, 2022 · 3 min read

  Meditating helps. The addict’s mind in the face of pain and loss….

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  Musing
  Abandonment Charlotte Deadness Fear Meditation Rejection
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  Jealousy?

  January 19, 2022 · 2 min read

  What I call jealousy is really something more primitive — the fear that I’ve simply ceased to exist in your mind.

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  Fear Jealousy

• Owning charlotte

  January 18, 2022 · 3 min read

  Taking control of Charlotte when I’m not with her….

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  Charlotte Dominance Instructions
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  Time lag

  January 17, 2022 · 1 min read

  I’m three weeks ahead. Which means you’re three weeks behind….

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  Writing
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  Over-determined

  January 17, 2022 · 1 min read

  Poor decision-making on my part.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Meditation Rejection