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  Commuting

  May 28, 2025 · 4 min read

  An appreciation for the thrill of being tossed around like a rag doll.

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  Musing
  Dominance Envy Power Submission
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  Rumination on shakira

  May 19, 2025 · 4 min read

  A long, winding meditation on Shakira — who she is, what we are, and why we’ll never be more than what we are.

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  Drinking and texting

  May 17, 2025 · 1 min read

  Texts I actually sent.

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  Honesty is such a lonely word

  May 12, 2025 · 1 min read

  I’m not as honest with you as I used to be.

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  Musing
  Honesty Writing
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  What i’m feeling

  April 26, 2025 · 1 min read

  A rough morning.

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  Acceptance Anger Envy Fear Gratitude Longing Love Sadness
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  Shakira and cee

  April 22, 2025 · 8 min read

  Dinner with Cee and Shakira?

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  Anticipation Cee Shakira Stretching
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  Writing writing writing

  April 20, 2025 · 5 min read

  I’ve been writing a lot, but I’m finding it hard to process that writing into posts for you to read.

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  Musing
  AI ChatGPT Writing
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  Sadness and porn

  April 19, 2025 · 5 min read

  Looking at porn to feel sad.

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  Porn
  Buddhism Loss Marina Porn Sadness