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Alive vs. dead
Read moreI’ve been investing in myself with more solitary, even solipsistic, forms of sex and sexuality. Maybe this is a little bit about my growing older… All I know is that there’s a distinct shift and ebbing.
Fantasy of a sapphic soirée reprise
Read moreI fantasize about reuniting the women from last year’s sapphic soiree to create a better-directed reprise, even though the fantasy feels unrealistic.
The tongue that roared (and the delusion of being everyone’s best ride)
Read moreI geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.
Two gym rats, blonde and brunette
Read moreTwo cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.
Ai porn and the fantasy of omnipotence
Read moreI increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.
Trying to write again, after a year of upheaval
Read moreAfter a year of physical, familial, and domestic disruption, I’m reflecting on my relationship to sexuality, fantasy, aging, AI, and gender in search of renewed creative flow.
Paean
Read moreA surfeit of style
Afternoon delight with saya
Read moreI had intense and uneven sex with Saya after one of her parties, shaped by her exhaustion, my desire, and our ambiguous emotional entanglement.
