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  Writing writing writing

  April 20, 2025 · 5 min read

  I’ve been writing a lot, but I’m finding it hard to process that writing into posts for you to read.

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  Musing
  AI ChatGPT Writing
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  Sadness and porn

  April 19, 2025 · 5 min read

  Looking at porn to feel sad.

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  Porn
  Buddhism Loss Marina Porn Sadness
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  Advice for sex? sex for advice?

  March 31, 2025 · 5 min read

  A fair trade? Advice for sex, with Saya.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Rope Saya
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  Waiting for saya

  March 30, 2025 · 1 min read

  I’m waiting for Saya….

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation Saya
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  How hiring help can backfire beautifully

  March 29, 2025 · 4 min read

  You just can’t get good help any more! And thank God!

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  Musing
  Cee Disappointment Instructions Submission
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  Parking

  March 28, 2025 · 2 min read

  A parking dispute….

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  Anger
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  Planning a date with cee (spoiler: it won’t happen)

  March 26, 2025 · 1 min read

  Chronicle of a date’s death foretold.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Cee Disappointment
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  The burden of a false self revealed

  March 25, 2025 · 3 min read

  Remembering pressures I felt to be someone other than myself.

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  Mushrooms My mother