The other morning I found myself thinking about a reprise of last February’s sapphic soiree. Lots has happened since then. Cee fell in love, and she and I lost touch as some elements of her relationship with her new boyfriend were inconsistent with my feeling comfortable continuing to stretch with her. Saya and I have seen each other a few times, but I think it’s started to feel a little less intense for each of us. Polina and I had several dates, but we two have basically stopped seeing one another. Amira and I have stopped seeing one another. Serena and I have stopped seeing one another. And Dom and I never knew one another prior to that evening, and never spoke again.
So my relationships with all of the participants other than Anastasia have really atrophied to the point of disappearance, with the exception of Serena and Saya, with whom I’m still in touch, but somewhat less so. And Polina, with whom, honestly, I’m just not sure.
Notwithstanding all that, I was thinking the other day, or really, this morning, about trying to conjure something of a reunion, or maybe a do-over, or a take two, or a 2.0. Or something else. The thought was hot, but only to the extent that it was fantastical. I don’t think I could quite pull it off, in reality. That didn’t stop me from fantasizing about it, though. From imagining what it might be like to bring everyone together again with the avowed intention of getting all the good parts right, and all the parts that could have been improved even more right.
Last year, orgasms weren’t a big part of the event. This year, they would be. Last year, scissoring, lesbian sex, wasn’t a big part of the event. This year, it would be. Last year, I was somewhat passive once everyone was in a room. This year, my direction would know no bounds.
And then, of course, there’s the question of whether it would be just this group, or just those among this group who chose to participate, or whether there might be others. Whether I might recruit women either from my commercial peregrinations, or otherwise. Or whether I might ask the various participants to do some recruiting.
I like the idea of all of this, and I’m not going to stop the fantasy, however unrealistic it may be.