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Permission
Read moreI want to consciously allow myself to fantasize about sex, scenarios, and people—regardless of possibility or appropriateness—while reminding myself that imagination does not require action.
Overwhelmed by ai, drafts, and the end of the blog era
Read moreI’m producing more work than ever thanks to AI, but I’m overwhelmed by unfinished drafts, a sense of online obsolescence, and my own mortality.
Politics
Read moreFascism is here. The Democrats are responsible. They haven’t presented an alternative.
Off topic: enshittification
Read moreThe AI universe is filled with enshittification.
Encoding a fantasy through ai-dream symbolism
Read moreI’m using AI to turn an unshareable fantasy into a symbolic dream, drawing on Freud’s theories to preserve privacy and allow expression.
Alive vs. dead
Read moreI’ve been investing in myself with more solitary, even solipsistic, forms of sex and sexuality. Maybe this is a little bit about my growing older… All I know is that there’s a distinct shift and ebbing.
Fantasy of a sapphic soirée reprise
Read moreI fantasize about reuniting the women from last year’s sapphic soiree to create a better-directed reprise, even though the fantasy feels unrealistic.
The tongue that roared (and the delusion of being everyone’s best ride)
Read moreI geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.
