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• Who’s brutal?

  June 14, 2020 · 4 min read

  Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Loss Marina My mother

• Generosity and compliance

  June 13, 2020 · 1 min read

  Can you give me more than I ask for?

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  Musing
  Dominance Good girl

• How do i know i exist?

  June 12, 2020 · 1 min read

  I sometimes forget that I am alive. Or rather, not so much alive as “extant.”

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  Musing
  Deadness

• Gratitude and resolutions

  June 11, 2020 · 1 min read

  Sometimes I’m hot. Sometimes I’m not.

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• Attachment styles

  June 11, 2020 · 3 min read

  In which I propose an alternate conceptualization of the wildly popular notion of “attachment styles.”

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  Musing
  Fear
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  Tips

  June 10, 2020 · 1 min read

  I am difficult to please. Doing as I ask is simply not enough.

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  Musing
  Compliance Instructions
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  N gets a sadistic domme

  June 9, 2020 · 7 min read

  Sadomasochism is a funny thing. Here’s how I mean it: when two people enter into a pact that produces mutual suffering.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Dominance Marina Submission

• The world

  June 9, 2020 · 1 min read

  It’s a tough time to write a sex blog.

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  Politics