Addiction – My Dissolute Life

My relationship to alcohol

I drink too much.

Marina finally sets a boundary, and I’m relieved.

It is a safe bet that if you are exciting me, turning me on, making my cock hard, you are not alone.

Does the word “mania” mean what you think it does? Here’s what it means to me.

I’m a hungry ghost, desperately seeking certain feelings, desperately seeking to escape other feelings.

Does sex addiction exist? Am I a sex addict? Was I a sex addict? Does it even matter what words I use to describe my experience?

Why is it that what turns me on at the moment is images of women’s thighs and cunts, videos of women masturbating, coming?

A disastrous date, one that illustrates just how insane I am.

It’s true. Days go by without my cock stiffening. For some, this would just be a curious deviation from the[…]

“You really are difficult,” Sofia wrote to me. She’s right, of course. We were talking about how I respond to[…]