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  Covid schadenfreude

  July 26, 2020 · 3 min read

  I’m not always proud of my thoughts and feelings. Some of them are disgusting.

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  Musing
  Shame
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  Instructions for the doe-eyed beauty

  July 25, 2020 · 2 min read

  There’s a difference between fantasy and reality, between thought and action. Thoughts are never inappropriate.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation Boundaries Doe-eyed beauty In her mind Instructions Obstacles Seduction

• Compatibility

  July 23, 2020 · 2 min read

  Thinking about compatibility in relationships….

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  Musing
  Dominance Perversion SM Submission Want
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  Goodbye (?) to marina

  July 20, 2020 · 3 min read

  Impermanence is the one constant. And Marina has reminded me of this.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Loss Marina
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  The tide

  July 18, 2020 · 1 min read

  The tide comes in, the tide goes out….

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  Marina Separation

• Favorites – porn

  July 16, 2020 · 3 min read

  A few thoughts on porn, how it affects me, how it affects my sex life.

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  Musing
  Favorites Marina Porn Tasks
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  Arrival – and departure

  July 14, 2020 · 3 min read

  I’m learning how to take care of myself when Marina leaves, and when she returns. Her presence is delicious; her absence can be torture.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Anticipation Marina
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  Favorites – childhood items

  July 13, 2020 · 2 min read

  I don’t really have a lot of items from my childhood….

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  Favorites Marina My father