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  An old story, told (perhaps?) differently

  April 28, 2023 · 3 min read

  Thinking about my relationship to fucking, handjobs, blowjobs, and… my father.

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  Anger Attunement Blowjobs Cocksucking Commercial sex Control Disappointment Fucking - the act Handjobs My father My mother Orgasm control
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  This just in! [herpes!]

  April 27, 2023 · 1 min read

  I have herpes. I don’t have herpes. Alert the media.

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  Herpes Safer sex STIs
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  I’m a creep

  April 20, 2023 · 3 min read

  I’m a weirdo.

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  Quiet

  April 20, 2023 · 1 min read

  Writing, writing, writing….

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  Procrastination Writing
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  A quick thought on the difference between search and current ai

  April 15, 2023 · 1 min read

  Search:knowledge :: AI:wisdom

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  AI ChatGPT
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  Thinking….

  April 1, 2023 · 3 min read

  On paying for it and how it deforms my brain.

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  Commercial sex Shame Stretching
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  A few quick thoughts

  March 26, 2023 · 1 min read

  Never happened.

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  Polina is leaving

  March 25, 2023 · 2 min read

  Confronting deprivation.

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  Polina