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• Benjamin wittes

  January 7, 2018 · 1 min read

  In which Michael Doran demonstrates the intellectual bankruptcy of Trumpism. And, I demonstrate my man-crush on Ben Wittes.

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  Criticism
  Politics Trump

• Happy new year!

  December 31, 2017 · 1 min read

  A rare real-time post: spice reorganization, letters to long-lost friends, and mirth on New Year’s Eve.

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  Post

• Therapy

  December 30, 2017 · 2 min read

  I am, almost certainly, the single largest consumer of therapy you’ve ever encountered. That’s not the problem.

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  Musing
  Loneliness Meditation Psychoanalysis Sadness Validation

• What i want, right now

  December 22, 2017 · 1 min read

  I’m a man of simple tastes.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Instructions

• Happiness, loneliness (not hot)

  December 20, 2017 · 2 min read

  The best news I’ve gotten in years, and I can barely hold myself together long enough to walk through a subway turnstile.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Loneliness Sadness

• Lakshmi, or, abandonment

  December 15, 2017 · 7 min read

  A model swiped me on Tinder, gave me everything I asked for from afar, and then, when we finally met, gave me almost nothing. I was surprised by how much the ghosting stung.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Fucking Suck my cock Tinder

• Svetlana, part two

  December 14, 2017 · 5 min read

  In which I continue to use my date with Svetlana to explore my likes and dislikes.

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  Memory or fantasy? Musing
  Bratty subs Dating I like Svetlana Tinder

• Svetlana

  December 13, 2017 · 4 min read

  My first date with Svetlana, after which i parse the difference between wanting to please me and wanting me to get what I want.

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  Memory or fantasy? Musing
  Compliance I like Svetlana