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• Movie #1: joker

  October 26, 2019 · 2 min read

  Go see Joker. (And click through to read why.)

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  Criticism

• What i’m thinking

  October 22, 2019 · 2 min read

  I’ve been waiting. For a long time. (Im)patiently. I’m done waiting. I hope that leads to good things. But in any event, I am not waiting any longer.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation

• Corrosive, inspiring

  October 14, 2019 · 1 min read

  Like any technology, porn can be used for good or for ill.

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  Musing
  Deadness Porn

• Perception

  October 2, 2019 · 2 min read

  Oddly enough, I don’t write this for you, really.

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  Musing
  Writing
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  Thinking about my upbringing

  October 1, 2019 · 1 min read

  A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.

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  Musing
  Abandonment My mother Rejection
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  Krishna das

  September 30, 2019 · 1 min read

  A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.

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  Musing
  Meditation
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  My cmf, over time (unfinished draft from long ago)

  September 29, 2019 · 2 min read

  Early masturbation fantasies.

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  Musing
  Fantasy Masturbation Porn
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  An epiphany of sorts

  September 28, 2019 · 3 min read

  Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

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  Musing My story
  Dominance Domination Massage My mother