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  My cmf, over time (unfinished draft from long ago)

  September 29, 2019 · 2 min read

  Early masturbation fantasies.

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  An epiphany of sorts

  September 28, 2019 · 3 min read

  Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

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  Anticipation, frustration

  September 27, 2019 · 5 min read

  Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.

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  Meditation on (some of) my pornographic tastes

  September 23, 2019 · 10 min read

  How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)

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• The temptress

  September 22, 2019 · 1 min read

  Another among the forbidden fruits for which I currently yearn.

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• On being old

  September 5, 2019 · 1 min read

  I used to be a Zaddy. Back before that was a thing. I long to return….

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• Dd/lg

  September 4, 2019 · 1 min read

  I’ve always said I don’t like being called Daddy by anyone whose father I’m not. But could that change?

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• Hungry ghosts, powerlessness, and the delta sky club

  September 3, 2019 · 2 min read

  Paying for sex, and the Delta lounge.

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