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Saya’s power and our shared fantasies
Read moreSaya enjoys wielding her power over straight men, and we explored a fantasy in which two men physically fight for her affection.
The evolution of my fantasies
Read moreI’ve entereda new developmental phase: fantasizing about scenarios that can’t, shouldn’t, or won’t happen.
I don’t have as many readers as i once did
Read moreOnline engagement with me, and with my blog, has diminished to next-to-nothing!
I don’t write much about politics
Read moreI like the image. But Trump is no Hitler. Hitler had beliefs. He’s more like Peron, or Pinochet, or Mussolini.
I need your cunt
Read moreReflections on the personal and psychological dimensions of oral sex and the sense of exploration and power it brings.
Excavations from an old journal (#2)
Read moreI hope this joint fails.
Excavations from an old journal (#1)
Read morePaging through an old journal, I found this….
Reflections on mortality and vitality
Read moreFourteen years since climbing out of the wreckage, and I’ve never felt more alive—despite the limp, the pain, the aging. Death is a constant companion, sure, but so is desire, vitality, absurd good fortune, and the bittersweet weight of knowing I’m right at the peak.