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• On being down

  August 14, 2013 · 3 min read

  An Alpine slide, some skinned flesh, and what pain can teach when you stop trying to outrun it.

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  Musing
  Depression Mindfulness

• A porn lament

  August 14, 2013 · 3 min read

  So close to perfect, and yet so far — a detailed taxonomy of my disagreements with FTV Girls.

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  Criticism
  Nudity Porn

• “you’re so quiet these days”

  August 13, 2013 · 2 min read

  V noticed I’ve gone quiet. She’s right. The signs are all there — less writing, less meditating, more porn, worse diet, and worst of all, I’ve been sneaking cigarettes.

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  Musing
  Depression Meditation Smoking Writing

• Voice

  August 11, 2013 · 1 min read

  Looks exist on a spectrum. Voice is binary.

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  Musing
  Voice

• Paean

  August 5, 2013 · 1 min read

  Two pretty brunettes on the subway, each lost in her phone, each oblivious to the world — until one accidentally touches the other.

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  Post
  Paean

• Anticipation

  August 4, 2013 · 1 min read

  My cock aches with wanting.

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  Post
  Anticipation Erotica

• Secrets and lies

  August 2, 2013 · 2 min read

  On secrecy, privacy, parental spying, and Edward Snowden.

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  Musing
  Politics Secrets Shame

• Lessons in commercial sex

  August 1, 2013 · 8 min read

  Some hard-won lessons about lying, value, and the different games men and women play at the juncture of sex and money.

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  Musing
  Advice Commercial sex SeekingArrangement