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Fear of rejection, and shame
Read moreThe distance between who I am online and who I am in the world protects me from more than I like to admit.
Paean
Read moreSome days I can find beauty and desire in nearly everyone. Other days, the world looks like a drive through monotonous suburbs dotted with strip malls.
Bad dates (2)
Read moreIt started badly — standoffish, defensive, closed. But her pussy was wet, and my cock was hard, and the evening improved from there.
Sex and death (2)
Read moreSometimes all I want is to be hard — not to connect, not to come, but to counter a deadness deep within me with the undeniable sensation of being alive.
Youth and adulthood
Read moreMy body responds before my mind does, but thankfully, my mind wins every time — and it’s not virtue, it’s something deeper and darker that keeps me honest.
Remembering strip clubs – the icky parts
Read moreStrip clubs can be glorious, and they can be where you go to watch a little part of yourself die. I’ve done both.
You watch from afar
Read moreYou’re out there, reading, aching, wanting. I know. Write to me.
Tales of rejection
Read moreThere’s so much more sex I don’t have than sex I have. Sometimes I wonder if it’s not the rejections I crave even more.
