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• I need

  August 11, 2015 · 1 min read

  I need your mouth on my cock. Give me that, please.

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• My fear of women’s sexuality

  August 11, 2015 · 2 min read

  I fear your desire, and I fear your desire for me, and my brand of dominance is a clever end-run around both.

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• More thoughts about rejection, and the porcelain doll

  August 10, 2015 · 8 min read

  Rejection stings worst when it echoes old wounds. My readers let me know I had my head up my ass, and they weren’t wrong.

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  Musing
  Commercial sex Porcelain Doll Rejection

• The job

  August 6, 2015 · 1 min read

  I need you to suck my cock, extensively. Do you have what it takes?

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  Memory or fantasy?
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• Porcelain doll

  August 6, 2015 · 4 min read

  She looked like a porcelain doll — red lips, red hair, pale skin. I thought we’d become friends. Turns out I’d only ever been a customer.

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  Commercial sex Porcelain Doll Rejection Suck my cock

• The cos

  August 4, 2015 · 3 min read

  Bill Cosby was a childhood hero of mine. I’m trying to figure out what to do with that now.

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  Musing

• Am questions

  August 3, 2015 · 2 min read

  Some questions about Ashley Madison, vigilantism, terrorism, and the particular way my mind works.

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  Ashley Madison Compliance

• Aging

  August 2, 2015 · 2 min read

  My body is reminding me I’m mortal, and my brain is responding in predictable, if unsettling, ways.

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  Musing
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