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Notebooklm and me
Read moreI fed my blog to an AI and it understood me better than most humans do.
Change to my routine
Read moreI swapped the subway for a bike, and lost two hours of daily writing time. So naturally, I built an AI-powered voice memo pipeline to recapture it.
Developmental progress
Read moreThe core fantasy is unchanged, cast in amber. But my relationship to it — and to the distance between fantasy and reality — has shifted profoundly.
The gift of sadness
Read moreI didn’t cry for thirty years. Now I cry every day, and I’ve never been more grateful.
Dominance and submission
Read moreTo what extent is what’s good for the goose truly what’s good for this particular gander?
Rules for handling my cock (ten commandments)
Read moreSome helpful rules if you find yourself in the presence of my cock.
Missing serena
Read moreI’m a block from Serena, and I’m not going to tell her.
Remembering serena
Read moreRemembering Serena’s broken promises and (my) magic wand.