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  Word cloud

  September 21, 2024 · 1 min read

  A word cloud showing the most-used words on this blog.

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  Reinventing strip clubs

  September 15, 2024 · 3 min read

  The challenge of reinventing strip clubs to appeal to today’s patrons.

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  Musing
  Imagination Strip clubs
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  An easy checklist

  September 14, 2024 · 1 min read

  Do you want to please me?

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  Instructions
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  You know what’s hot?

  August 30, 2024 · 1 min read

  Sixty-nine with Serena. That’s what.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Serena
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  Compartmentalization, secrets – and fear

  August 29, 2024 · 3 min read

  I walk away in fear.

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  Compartmentalization Dark Ages
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  Fear and uncertainty in dating

  August 24, 2024 · 4 min read

  I find that if I mine my interactions with, and feelings about, various women in my life, I can learn a lot of interesting stuff. Mostly around my fear and uncertainty in dating.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Fear Ghosts Leyla Milica My mother Serena
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  Reflections the day after a sex party

  August 23, 2024 · 7 min read

  More than anything, sex parties make me THINK. The day after a sex party, I’m filled with thoughts, imaginings, and reflections.

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  Chemistry Envy Masculinity Serena Sex parties Shame Side
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  Lateness, abandonment, and my psychosis (a journal entry)

  August 22, 2024 · 3 min read

  Serena is late, and disappoints me just a bit. Turns out, I manage it fine.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Chemistry Compliance Confidence Disappointment Sadness Safety Serena Sex parties