Desire & Power 678 posts
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Recent
Developmental progress
Read moreThe core fantasy is unchanged, cast in amber. But my relationship to it — and to the distance between fantasy and reality — has shifted profoundly.
The gift of sadness
Read moreI didn’t cry for thirty years. Now I cry every day, and I’ve never been more grateful.
Dominance and submission
Read moreTo what extent is what’s good for the goose truly what’s good for this particular gander?
Rules for handling my cock (ten commandments)
Read moreSome helpful rules if you find yourself in the presence of my cock.
Missing serena
Read moreI’m a block from Serena, and I’m not going to tell her.
Remembering serena
Read moreRemembering Serena’s broken promises and (my) magic wand.
Bittersweet sadness about serena
Read moreBittersweet sadness
Serena’s fade-out
Read moreMy affair with Serena is flickering out, and the pain has been overwhelming. I’ve kept my thoughts hidden, too raw and vulnerable. Now, I’m torn between rage and terror, emotions that clash with my rational understanding.
