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• Life

  October 28, 2016 · 1 min read

  What’s going on? I’m seeking – and finding abandonment. And I’m tolerating it.

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  Musing
  Abandonment

• A few thoughts on donald trump (and not just the ones you might expect)

  October 27, 2016 · 2 min read

  What’s a bigger threat to the US? Donald Trump? Or the tactics of the anti-Trump movement? I’m genuinely uncertain.

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  Musing
  Anger Fear Politics

• Psychosis and delusion

  October 26, 2016 · 3 min read

  I compare my response to 13-year-olds to Donald Trump’s masturbatory use of a 10-year-old. No surprise: I like myself better than I like him.

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  Masturbation

• Remember that scene in rocky horror?

  October 26, 2016 · 4 min read

  The motorcycles zooming past, one after another? In this case, they weren’t motorcycles, but buses. And your mouth was on my cock the whole time.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Dating Oral sex

• Easy come, easy go?

  October 21, 2016 · 3 min read

  In the end, Nastya made me feel unimportant. Not exactly undesired, just not prioritized, somehow disrespected. And so I ended things. Or let her end them. I’m not sure which.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Abandonment Rejection

• Mind fuck?

  October 19, 2016 · 1 min read

  You want me to fuck your mind almost as much as (even more than?) you want me to fuck your face, your cunt. Well… I’m game.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation BDSM Dominance Erotica Instructions

• Paean

  October 18, 2016 · 1 min read

  She’s crazy hot. And submissive?

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• Donald trump and libel

  October 16, 2016 · 1 min read

  This is one good lawyer’s letter.

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  Politics