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• Staying alive

  November 23, 2016 · 2 min read

  I’m thinking about the strategies I have for making myself feel alive, when I’m struggling with a feeling of deadness. And I’m revisiting my past.

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• Orgasms

  November 21, 2016 · 1 min read

  Orgasms per person per day – what better way to understand the world?

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• Fear

  November 19, 2016 · 3 min read

  Trump has no tolerance for disrespect of him, high tolerance for hatred in his name. Steve Bannon threatens fifty years of Trump, and enthuses “it will be as exciting as the 1930s.” I’m scared.

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• The best sex blog

  November 16, 2016 · 2 min read

  Apparently, this blog is NOT one of the 100 best sex blogs. At least according to one subjective ranking.

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• Make my cock hard again (#mmcha)

  November 15, 2016 · 3 min read

  I am troubled by all the hating that’s going on – on both sides of the political divide. I wonder if it’s not possible to heal divisions with my cock.

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• Activating desire

  November 14, 2016 · 3 min read

  Why is it that what turns me on at the moment is images of women’s thighs and cunts, videos of women masturbating, coming?

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  Addiction Compulsion Deadness Porn

• Sobbing

  November 13, 2016 · 1 min read

  The song never fails to make me cry.

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• I never imagined i would say this

  November 12, 2016 · 1 min read

  Glenn Beck is right. (I know. I’m as surprised as you are.)

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