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• Happy thanksgiving

  November 24, 2016 · 1 min read

  Happy Thanksgiving! I have so much to be grateful for.

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  Gratitude Thanksgiving

• Rejection

  November 24, 2016 · 1 min read

  When you reject me, am I rejected? What lessons do I draw from my rejection? What is the meaning of my rejection? And is the rejection mine? Or yours?

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  Musing
  Rejection

• Splitting

  November 23, 2016 · 2 min read

  Am I all good? All bad? Or is it possible that, like everyone, I’m a little of each? That I’m complicated, that I am capable of both good and bad?

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Distant buddies

• Staying alive

  November 23, 2016 · 2 min read

  I’m thinking about the strategies I have for making myself feel alive, when I’m struggling with a feeling of deadness. And I’m revisiting my past.

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  12 Steps 12-step programs Deadness

• Orgasms

  November 21, 2016 · 1 min read

  Orgasms per person per day – what better way to understand the world?

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  Criticism
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• Fear

  November 19, 2016 · 3 min read

  Trump has no tolerance for disrespect of him, high tolerance for hatred in his name. Steve Bannon threatens fifty years of Trump, and enthuses “it will be as exciting as the 1930s.” I’m scared.

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  Fear Politics Trump

• The best sex blog

  November 16, 2016 · 2 min read

  Apparently, this blog is NOT one of the 100 best sex blogs. At least according to one subjective ranking.

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  Blogging Envy Writing

• Make my cock hard again (#mmcha)

  November 15, 2016 · 3 min read

  I am troubled by all the hating that’s going on – on both sides of the political divide. I wonder if it’s not possible to heal divisions with my cock.

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