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  Dominance, submission, and safety

  August 18, 2020 · 1 min read

  I use dominance and submission to achieve an elusive sense of safety.

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  Musing
  Abandonment Deadness Desire Dominance Fear Freud Harm Loss
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  Drama

  August 17, 2020 · 1 min read

  I have a tropism toward drama.

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  Musing
  Drama Masochism
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  Just an omnipotent, narcissistic fantasy

  August 16, 2020 · 1 min read

  I imagine myself at the center of everyone’s decision-making. This makes me vitally important. And profoundly vulnerable.

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  Narcissism Rejection
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  Indictment of our (lack of) leadership

  August 15, 2020 · 1 min read

  High end sex parties can test for COVID in real time. Schools can’t. WTF?

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  Musing
  COVID Politics Trump
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  “suck my dick”

  August 14, 2020 · 1 min read

  Suck my dick? Don’t be ridiculous. Suck my COCK!

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  Musing
  Suck my cock
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  Narcissism

  August 13, 2020 · 3 min read

  Anthony Weiner, Charlie Sheen, Donald Trump, and me.

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  Musing
  Anthony Weiner Charlie Sheen Donald Trump Narcissism

• Counterproposal

  August 13, 2020 · 2 min read

  This is how you say “no” to something I’ve asked for, how you apologize to me for not having gotten it to me.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Apology In her mind SM
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  International woman of mystery

  August 12, 2020 · 3 min read

  The international woman of mystery teases me.

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  Memory or fantasy?