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  Fantasy and safety

  April 17, 2021 · 2 min read

  My core masturbatory fantasy has shifted. It’s much less bodily, much more mental; much less sensory, much m

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  Abandonment Core fantasy My mother Rejection
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  E-lust 136 – it’s back

  April 16, 2021 · 1 min read

  E-lust is back!

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  E-Lust
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  My disobedient emma

  April 9, 2021 · 2 min read

  Emma can be good, if she wants to. Does she want to?

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  Memory or fantasy?
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  Mortality

  March 30, 2021 · 3 min read

  I was so much older then. I’m younger than that now.

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  Musing
  Compliance Deadness Mortality My mother
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  Jude gives me what i want

  March 24, 2021 · 3 min read

  Soon, Jude will come for me. But not… quite… yet….

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  Anticipation Stretching
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  Tease?

  March 23, 2021 · 4 min read

  A banana via texts inevitably leads to misunderstanding, miscommunication, and bad feeling.

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  Oral fixation

  March 17, 2021 · 2 min read

  Athena doesn’t really like oral sex. I think I have an idea why….

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  Anticipation cunnilingus Oral sex
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  Moths and flames

  March 16, 2021 · 2 min read

  What is it that draws me to women who make me feel bad, who fail to keep me in mind in the ways for which I long?

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  Musing
  My mother