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  Fifty!

  November 6, 2021 · 1 min read

  Charlotte came fifty times. In about three hours.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Charlotte Orgasms Queen of Orgasms
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  Punishment

  November 4, 2021 · 6 min read

  Charlotte anticipates an orgasm or twelve, but her misbehavior results in NONE.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation Audio Charlotte Compliance Edging Punishment
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  Melrose’s place

  November 3, 2021 · 12 min read

  The final tantalizing, unsatisfying part of a date with Charlotte.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Charlotte Commercial sex Melrose Shame Strip clubs

• Texts i’m always happy to receive

  October 31, 2021 · 1 min read

  It’s really easy to step away from me in a way that won’t hurt me. Please – don’t hurt me.

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  Abandonment Instructions Texting

• Faking her orgasms

  October 30, 2021 · 1 min read

  Chicks should just NEVER fake their orgasms.

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  Musing
  Charlotte

• Trauma bond

  October 29, 2021 · 1 min read

  How I use Charlotte to revisit my painful past. Not her fault, but….

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  Musing
  Abandonment Charlotte Trauma
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  An orgasm in a bar

  October 28, 2021 · 10 min read

  Charlotte has an orgasm in a bar. And on the street. And a whole lot more on my face.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Charlotte Commercial sex Oral sex Public Sex The bar
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  Contested history, memory, and the body

  October 24, 2021 · 6 min read

  Another part of my mother’s abandonment of me, of my loss of safety.

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  My story
  Abandonment Memory My father My mother