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• Sofia’s way – note from a distant buddy

  September 11, 2013 · 7 min read

  Sofia describes, in her own words, how she went from blog reader to distant buddy — and what, exactly, she wanted from me all along.

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  Musing
  Compliance Distant buddies Sofia Tasks

• The first time

  September 10, 2013 · 2 min read

  Room 909. A hotel room, a command, a wait that I can’t sustain, and a first time that leaves marks.

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Domination Erotica Instructions

• The etiology of shame

  September 9, 2013 · 2 min read

  Where shame comes from, and why I need it.

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  Musing
  My mother Shame

• A quick question for subscribers by e-mail

  September 9, 2013 · 1 min read

  A bit of housekeeping on the e-mail delivery front.

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• Hot gifs

  September 9, 2013 · 1 min read

  A new Tumblr, devoted to the GIFs that move me.

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  Porn

• Bend to my will?

  September 9, 2013 · 2 min read

  I don’t want to bend you to my will. I want your will to curl into mine like shrink-wrap — no distance, no submission, just utter harmony. Maybe that’s not dominance. Maybe it’s just infantile.

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  Musing
  BDSM Bratty subs Dominance Domination Submission

• Smoking – part 2

  September 8, 2013 · 2 min read

  The shame of buying a pack, and the way my body betrays me by feeling better the moment I decide to do it.

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  Meditation Mortality Writing

• Imagine

  September 5, 2013 · 1 min read

  A woman on a train, and the stories I tell myself about her.

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  Meme Paean