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  Meet alexandra

  January 11, 2021 · 3 min read

  A new plaything?

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  Memory or fantasy?
  Anticipation Deadness
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  Getting in shape (or, “mania”)

  January 10, 2021 · 5 min read

  In which I unleash my manic desire for women in service of my physical fitness.

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  Musing
  Craigslist Trainer
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  My first tears of 2021

  January 6, 2021 · 1 min read

  An old friend sent me a video, and I cried.

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• Writer’s block, or, “happy new year!”

  January 4, 2021 · 2 min read

  In 2021, I aspire to write more.

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  Musing
  Writing

• She dips her toe in my water

  December 23, 2020 · 1 min read

  A delicious visit from a very promising, very brief, part of my past. Here’s hoping she sticks around….

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  Memory or fantasy?
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  Ebbs and flows

  November 27, 2020 · 2 min read

  On Thanksgiving, I have much to be thankful for. But this post isn’t so much about those things.

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  Deadness Desire Trainer
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  Meditating

  November 9, 2020 · 2 min read

  I have a meditation practice. This morning, I revisited a slightly deeper part of that practice. To excellent effect.

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  Musing
  Meditation
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  Jeffrey toobin

  October 25, 2020 · 4 min read

  I feel some – but only a little – empathy for Jeffrey Toobin.

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  Musing
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